Just like that

 I feel like life

is slipping away

the sands in the hour glass

everyday 

I lose a little

the feeling prickly 

when my feet fall asleep

I sometimes don't feel

motivated to do anything

why?

It's like I'll have moments of 

complete black out

mental disconnects

I'll be talking and day dream

and then come back to the convo

and then I wonder

what happened to me?

I keep thinking that

I used to be so

motivated and go getter

now

I just

don't know