Day 9

Waiting for sensations 

to come up in the body

to be felt

somewhere

and it does not...

I go into imagination

and it gives me

the illusion of sensation

and when I remember 

that these are memories

or future dreams

I come back

to my awareness

of the present

with no sensation

I guess 

it's embracing 'the numbness'

of feeling nothing

for so long

that's all I can feel now.