Blocked

Blotting things out from my mind and life was a way for me to ignore what I didn't want to see.

People.
Behaviors.
What was said.
What was done.

Don't get me wrong, I remember

that is why I create the illusion of invisibility.

But then it becomes real...that I can no longer be seen...

and whether they are there or not
it's like a force field 

erases them from my sight and sensitivity.