Out of focus

I looked around the room and things were...unclear...I closed  my eyes, took a few deep breaths and opened  my eyes....less blurry but still a little gray...like a light grey filter had been put on everything.

Again I closed my eyes, and drew a deep breath in and when I exhaled, I looked around the room.

The curtains were drawn, and the sun was shinning...so why did things seem dim?

I checked my eyes, and I was fine...I felt fine...but everything wasn't fine...everything was fine but not fine. No matter how many times I closed my eyes and took a breath the gloomy reality still stared back at me...